Lately the school board that I fundraise for is not doing so well. We are forced to declare bankruptcy. My partner and I have spent the past few days meeting with bankruptcy lawyers, one after the other. Many people are devastated about the situation and want to take us to court. Our only hope in walking away guilt free is if we have a top-notch lawyer. After running from one office to the next we finally think we have found the right guy. I feel horrible leaving so many people jobless and so many students with out an education but sometimes one has to do things that are not so pleasant. My wife and children try to be supportive by constantly letting me know that I am not a horrible humane being for doing what I did. Last night my wife surprised me with my favorite dinner; I am extremely grateful to her for her support but am still a bit in the dumps. The day of the court case is slowly approaching. Hopefully the deal I closed yesterday with the lawyer was good enough to motivate him to do a fantastic job. I still have some hope that this whole nightmare will end and I will come out with a lot more then just a night job in the local corner store.